Are you a Star Seed or Star Child?

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All your life you feel like you are a visitor to this planet. It’s as if you just don’t belong here. Although you have friends and family who love you, you don’t always feel like you fit in.

On occasion, you feel a longing to go home, although you don’t really understand where home is. Does this sound like you? Maybe you are a star seed or a star child.

This may sound like science fiction to you, but for some people, it explains everything. It explains why they have felt like this all their lives.

What is a star seed or a star child? What’s the difference between a star seed and a star child? It’s two different names for the same thing.

Maybe your essence does not originate from earth but you have chosen to have a human experience in a human body on earth.

Have you ever looked up in the night sky? In the city you can’t see many stars, but in the darkness of the countryside, the sky becomes a canvas of stars, planets, galaxies all covering the darkness, shining and twinkling in layers as far as the eye can see.

Within this vast universe there are innumerable species, all at varying levels of evolution and abilities. Some have bodies on the physical plane, others are in different dimensional frequencies. Some look like us, others look like the aliens you see in movies, and still others are nothing like we have imagined.

I’ve done trance for a few years now and in my practice I’ve connected with non-human beings that are everything from a cloud of energy, to plant beings, to not quite human looking, and then some. You can learn quite a lot from some of these beings. Some are so highly evolved that it is emotionally moving just to connect with their energy.

A star seed or star child then, is an entity or non-human being that has decided to incarnate into a human body here on earth. My one teacher, Drunvalo Melchizedek, says that the earth’s population has been increasing quickly in the past few decades because many different species want to experience the transformational shift we are going through on the earth at this time.
They are excited for us and want to experience it.

I also feel that some of the star children know that they are different and may have a particular purpose other than just experiencing the shift. I believe that they may be here to help to elevate the frequencies, as indigo children are. So it may be that some of the children who are known as indigo children (or adults) are also star seeds.

Is this you?

More and more are waking up to memories. Some are being contacted by other beings. Some are receiving transmissions. Others are still trying to figure out why they feel different.

I remember the first time I met a particular friend of mine. I was attending a sacred geometry class and there was a guy sitting behind me with a sketch book. He was telling me about these symbols that he sees in his mind’s eye that he thought were an alien language. Whatever he sees he draws in his book.

I had a look at what he had sketched. To my surprise, I was able to read a few of them. I just knew what they said.

He turned and said to me, “I think I’m really from somewhere else but I don’t know where”. Then I got the first three letters of where he was from.

“I hear something that is a-r-c, but I don’t know the rest of it”, I told him. I went home and googled planets that began with “arc” and found the name arcturus. Perhaps that is where he would call home?

These days you can go online and find star seed meetup groups, star children forums, and facebook pages. In the past, it was very isolating to feel different and not understand oneself. There is much information and some disinformation on the internet about star seeds.

I would suggest that you keep an open mind, but use your own intuition to decide what is right for you. In the end, if you feel you are a star child and you feel alone, just know that there are others just like you, and probably from your home planet too, here on earth.

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Selina Khan, Toronto Psychic Medium and Reiki Master
About the Author: Selina Khan

I'm a Psychic Medium and Reiki Master serving Toronto, Oakville, and worldwide. I help spiritual seekers & open-minded people get clarity, find meaning, and develop their own intuitive abilities so they can live up to their true spiritual potential and life purpose.

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  • Nancy March 15, 2014, 8:34 pm

    Wow I nevet thought anything like that could really exist.
    And yeah I feel like I dont belong here and in all honesty I dont understand that.
    Btw I love your blog.

  • admin March 16, 2014, 7:29 am

    Thanks Nancy 🙂 Glad you like the blog. Thanks for reading it!

  • Kuroi September 7, 2014, 3:55 pm

    I’m… I’m actually quite shaken by this.
    On one hand, it explains so much for me. I’ve been bullied most time at school, because I was so different. I felt different, too. But on the other hand, I felt like was the most normal person.
    The others bullied me cause – as most people say today – they couldn’t really handle ‘different’. What I can clearly remember is that, every time they made fun of me, I’d be filled with this deep sadness and confusion, disbelief. Why would someone think or say that? Why did they have to do that?
    I’ve grown to just ignore it, do my own thing… and I’ve grown to always gather the outcasts of a class around me. We just try to stay strong together and all, most of the time I’m getting a little bit of being the leader in these groups. Even if lately, I’ve always been the youngest among them. (19 btw)

    I am kind and compassionate. But due to all that happened in my life so far, I have trust issues. Severe anxiety. I stick to my family, few friends.

    I haven’t found out what I am yet, though. (concerning Indigo/Chrystal/Rainbow)

    But maybe this is what the Persian fortunetelleress meant when she quickly read me. A new start. Maybe not concerning my new school at all. But maybe finding out where I belong?

    Thank you.

  • Aaron September 22, 2014, 10:37 am

    Love the blog, hit me hard!

    I’m a 30 yo homosexul male so I am no stranger to feeling like I don’t belong but even within that minority group I feel like an alien.

    I have trouble understanding why people think & act like they do & I struggle to emulate that behavior so as to not alienate myself more.

    Ever since I was, I’ve never really connected with anyone. Never really sort it either.

    I live with depression & anxiety unmedicated (legal).

    Idk if this is relevant but I am hell scared of the dark as I see spirits but lately I am wondering if they are beings? But I could also be skitso lol.

    For all of my childhood I’ve felt like I should not be here. Or a feeling of disconnection from everyone.

    When I look in the mirror the reflection is not me. Idk what I look like but my body just feels like a vehicle for my soul?

    I feel like a pull? Idk? Like gravity, & it’s vibrating & spinning & sends & receives love & harmony. I am always looking at the stars at night & ppl think I am a strange one lol. It feels like it may be coming from the central point in our galaxy but I’m not sure? I feel it come from the earth as well like this but not as intense.

    Any advice or comments are most welcome I am extremely open minded

  • Selina September 23, 2014, 1:53 am

    Hi Aaron,

    Thanks for commenting on this blog. Sounds like you have had some interesting experiences and you are not alone. Some people tell me that they feel a pull to the stars and look up at the night sky often. They do not feel like they belong here yet here they are! There is a purpose in having an existence as a human otherwise, you wouldn’t be here. Sometimes, it’s accepting the human experience that makes it easier to live one’s life on this planet.

    As for the spirits, try not to let the mind trick you through fear. Sometimes we perceive correctly, and other times when we are afraid, our mind may make things into what they are not. Call in the light, and only ask for those who are full of love and for your highest good to surround you.

    All the best to you!

  • noel December 30, 2014, 4:14 am

    I just now found out about star children and indagos and its relly scary since so many things peapole have said are just right but its still kinda strange iv always hated looking inthe mirror it just dosent feel right and for some reason lately iv started (in my mind of corse) calling others that i know humans even before i found out about starchildren iv never had many friends my own age they just make no sence and for some reason more ofton lately words just pop into my head but there nonsense if this meens anything to anyone please contact me killenzoe pronounced killa-n-zo for some reason it feels like it means love is death or love is lost or somthing i put the “words”together in theorder i thought themas for the words it always in song and when i sing i feel safe but i just cant sing in front of anyone and everyone would think im crazy if i did and when i looked up “i dont feel human” this popped up and now im confused i feel i know this just has to be some kind of cult and im being brainwashed but im freaking out at the same time is it real and i dont think i have any powers or anything but when i read a book for too long and can read the main carectors thoughts after i have to stop reading i get a massive headacke and stangly act more like the carector then myself and im relly worried if anyone can tell me more like perhaps will i ever find my home again please contact me

  • Anonymous January 11, 2015, 7:07 am

    I think that I am a starchild because of the things I read on previous websites, which describes and explains how I am. When I was 2 days old, my mother told me I had died, but the doctors brought me back to life but I didn’t wake up for a few weeks. Then, she told me when I was about 3 years old, I told her I knew what heaven looks like and I visited the place. She said I explained it that it had 12 gates with jewels and angels guarded each gate. And the light wasn’t from the sun, it was just very bright. So, a few days ago we looked in our Bible, and it says the same exact thing about heaven, the way I explained it. Then, when I was age 4-10 I had dreams that I could “float” away, above the dreams to the light, which wasn’t from the sun. And now I am 14 and I had the exact same dream, but I felt peaceful there and I went to a peaceful place, but I felt like I was actually there. My sister told me when I used to sleepwalk, I would never bump into things, I turned every corner correctly and I would ask questions like “Where?” And say, “I can’t find it.” We think I have a connection with heaven and angels and sometimes I’m able to leave my body as a spirit to visit heaven without knowing it. But that’s just what we think, we don’t actually know if it’s true. Please reply to my comment for me to receive your answer if this is possible.

  • Selina January 13, 2015, 12:05 am


    Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. We all have the ability to connect with angels and heaven, but it sounds like you do this pretty often and remember some of when you do. It’s not unusual for people who have had NDEs (near death experiences) or who have been in a coma state to experience connecting with higher beings and/or a heavenly place. Sometimes they even see people who have crossed before them. Most of the time this is the end of it and they don’t have another experience like this although the impact of the original experience lasts for the rest of their lives.

    Other reports of these sorts of memories of heaven or the other side come from young toddlers who tell their parents what the other side is like or who they were in their past lives. This seems to only last for a small while and then the child forgets.

    So it seems that you have been able to keep the connection open for longer and may have some strong abilities or a strong connection to this place and the beings there.

    I use the word heaven and the phrase the other side. It could just as well be written as a place in a different dimension or an experience of a different time/space than earth with higher evolved beings. It all depends on your interpretation and belief system.

    Thank you for sharing your story with us! All the best,

  • stardust January 23, 2015, 11:01 pm

    thank you… I believed am the last of my kind, no one want to believe me and now am alone crying all day, I consumed all the star lights both rainbow, crystal e.t.c, am the leader of the star children…all praises be to God who sent me to this site. had to find a partner but HV mastered my powers. only GOD can save the world and I believed am far different from other star kids. they are weak. they will be going back home bcs dey are weak and lonely. am trying to help but the humans keep lookn me like am insane. the world is growing darker. few of us understand n few of us
    survives, two few and very few to help. believe me or not thats d truth. I can’t explain more because am ashamed of the world. sorry if I sound rude.

  • Alexandria January 26, 2015, 12:29 am

    I would like to reach out and have a couple conversations with the ppl who feel different. I would like to talk about the deeper feelings… please anyone interested email me at thank you

  • niki January 30, 2015, 7:04 am

    My son is 6 he tells me he is from up in sky .He is very different from other kids his social abilities are very limited. And often kids and adults find him weird.He is so gifted and has the biggest heart . He has a lot of empty witch I find it beautiful as children at his age rarely have. He also sees things that noone else see’s . Also able to see people who have past over. Thank u so much for this article. It makes me feel this is something to look into.

  • stardust February 1, 2015, 2:42 am

    hi… I did not post that believe me, my new friend did that, I regret giving her my gmail account and if I refused to she may start blabbing, she is kind of weird and says weird things (to cut this story short )not until I found this page and believed that some people exist like her, I mean sometimes she does amazing things which gets my attention and interests but if this so call star kids were really from stars then I will like to get more closer to her.

  • Kate King February 2, 2015, 2:48 pm

    I woke one morning to a clear voice telling me ” you are a star child of the great star nation”. I have had experiences I cannot explain yet none that suggest aliens. I’ve dreamed of walking with earth spirits…watching rituals….I’ve seen an entity yet have no idea what “it” was. I do not know if my situation is related….only know that I have yet to find a reason or explanation.

  • IamthatIam February 23, 2015, 12:10 am

    I really enjoyed your blog, so much rings true to me. Like many star children I was mercilessly bullied as a kid yet even after the taunts and pushes I still felt overwhelming compassion for people. As I’ve grown older I’ve learnt how to hate but I don’t like the feeling. Instead I end up praying for those who I feel are misguided souls or lost souls. I’ve never felt like I was the same as anyone else, I tried to be the same but by the time I was 14 I stopped going out all together just simply because I couldn’t be bothered with the drama. I didn’t feel above the drama I just felt like it wasn’t what I was about. As I was growing up I thought I felt the way I did because of hormones even though I wasn’t the typical hormonal teenage girl. I wasn’t stroppy and I always had an older head on my shoulders. There’s never been a doubt in my mind that aliens exist either and for as long as I can remember I’ve always known about the war in the heavens and I’ve always had an awareness that we belong to something more, something lost. I know I’m not at home. I’ve moved so many times and im still restless and im beginning to accept the fact that I can’t go home, I’m trapped. That’s exactly how I feel trapped. I have a beautiful family and I would nothing more than for us to be whisked off this planet. I feel I have been here more than once and often wonder why I came back again. This life depresses me, I can’t stand the hatred in the world. I can’t understand how we can be so barbaric. It doesn’t make sense to me at all. Why would you want to purposely hurt anyone Or anything. I have an obsession with the sky. I have more photos of the sky on my phone than anything else. I look up at the stars and I know my home is out there. I’m continuously looking for answers because I’ve always felt what we are taught in school and about life is wrong. We don’t just be born live then die. There’s more, our soul is infinite. I don’t know why but I’m able to absorb knowledge about the universe like a sponge, it’s like I already knew and im often saying “YES!! Of course how did I not realise” as soon as something is revealed I feel I already knew but just didn’t know how to explain or like it’s on the tip of my tongue. I get soooo depressed too, like clinically depressed but then I snap out of it. Just witnessing 1 good deed will send me in A wonderful mood. when I look in the mirror I know im me but my eyes tell a different picture. I have beautiful pale-ish blue eyes that change colour. My eyes look different to others and I don’t mean the blemish in them…. like they colour goes back further and like there’s a light behind them. I do have strange eyes but they are beautiful. (I’m not vain what so ever but they are a feature that are quite out of this world) I also keep on having a vision in my head of a woman. She looks like me in the face except she isn’t stressed out, she has darker skin than me (I’m an olive skinned white woman) but not much darker. She’s dressed kind of native American style and her hair is darker by a few shades and it’s not as well kept as mine but beautiful. She has trinkets in her hair, wears it down and is a mixture of plaits or dread locks and normal hair. There’s nothing around her apart from vast landscape. Like you would see in Australia and a backdrop of stars And when I see her she’s always looking and pointing at the sky. I have other visions too but they’re like past memories of other lives and all I recall from them other than what I’m doing etc is my sadness. Anyway now I’m just babbling on but Im very great full for your article

  • Selina February 24, 2015, 12:25 am

    Hi IamthatIam,

    So glad that you enjoyed the blog and it made sense to you for how you feel. You have some wonderful experiences and I’m happy that you shared them with us. It helps others who have similar experiences to know that there are others out there that would understand.


  • Kazi May 23, 2015, 4:30 pm


    Blankly staring and speaking with the stars. Disconnected and always feeling alone but surrounded by so many. I was bullied when I was younger but not because I was weird or an outcast. I was bullied as I was smarter, stronger and more talented than other kids they were intimidated by that. Sensing emotions is an easy thing to do which is how you avoid the conflict. When I was bullied I said nothing and just stared at them. If they touched me I would detain them until an adult came. When I was ten my mother left me at my grandmother’s house and said she would be back and never returned. I did not mourn or weep I continued on as I felt that was insignificant and wanted to enjoy life. I was doing my sisters Algebra homework for her when I was in the second grade. I graduated at the top of my class. I was given many scholarships and offered many places in many colleges. I was offered a position from the military straight out of school as a CTI ( Cryptologic Technical Interpreter). I refused all of it as I do not feel money is the reason I am here. I help others in need and enjoy the little things. Most of all I love to watch and have conversations with the stars and enjoy all the small things. Being rich does not interest me. I am happy to be here and cherish every moment that I have until I go home. This is a truly wonderful world if you pull from society and large cities. This world is full of hate and love and kindness are what keeps it alive. Every night I stare at the stars and wish to be there. I am at home but never feel home. The greatest experience on this world is love and kindness. Too many have drifted from this idealism and that is why it is collapsing on itself. When the “Star children” do return home. They will not want to come back to this world of hate. Instead take the love and kindness back with them leaving this world to their hate. I wanted to share my story and view on this with you. May the light guide you all on your paths. Bullying is never a good thing. I am sorry that is the experience that makes some believe they don’t belong and view themselves as different and disconnected. It has a lot to do with wanting to be accepted and getting rejected that is the reason you feel you don’t belong. No one person determines who belongs and who doesn’t. It does not make you a “Star Child” it makes you a victim of hate. Everyone needs to fill the world with love and kindness but your programming won’t allow it. May the light guide you and lead you all.

    Sincerely and with much love,

    P.S. This is not meant to offend but to share my thoughts.

  • Selina Khan May 30, 2015, 11:27 pm

    Hi Kazi,

    Bless you for sharing your experience and views with us. One day I hope that all programming toward hate and greed on this planet will dissolve so that peace and love can finally be realized. Thank you for helping to hold the light while you are here on earth.

    With kind respects,

  • Robyn June 28, 2015, 11:15 pm

    All my life, I have felt different. I have been through many phases trying to articulate this difference and have even experienced a major depressive episode that lasted several years due to my inability to understand my difference. Ever since I recovered, I have experienced what I call “the voice” which guides me to further enlightenment. I have also seen angels and I can “see” people’s lives, I am currently unsure of whether they are my own past lives or the current lives of others. I’ve fought with myself for so long about where I come from, who I am and what I am meant to do with my life that I have lost faith in myself and the voice. The only recent guidance I have received is “welcome back, Wanderer” when I preformed a small magical ritual. I have researched this term and feel little connection with it. I have no idea what I’m supposed to be doing and feel incapable of finding out. I want to be part of the spiritual movement and promote growth in others but I fear I don’t have the strength. I am in desperate need of guidance…

  • Selina Khan July 3, 2015, 2:25 pm

    Hi Robyn,

    All things come in their own time. There is no need to fight with yourself. All of us are here to learn to accept and love ourselves as we are, as we grow, as we fall and as we pick ourselves up again to move forward. I do believe that every person has a purpose which starts when you are born and continues to unfold throughout their life. That purpose may change as you do.

    Try to be patient and truly love yourself as you are at every moment through your evolution in this lifetime. You will gain your strength from this.

    Many blessings,

  • Jessie July 8, 2015, 5:09 pm

    I also have always felt different. I have talked with my parents for hours upon hours, just telling them I felt like an oddity in comparison to everyone else around me. I have also been bullied my entire life. One thing on this page is extremely weird. Before I knew about star children, I started calling other people humans, and when I was going through the comments, I saw someone who began to do this same thing! I found it very odd that we began doing this at around the same time, but it also made me feel more connected.

  • Ashburn Firestone July 12, 2015, 4:14 pm

    Do you know what it means to be a star child’s daughter???

  • Selina Khan July 13, 2015, 2:49 pm

    Hi Ashburn,

    A Star Child’s daughter is someone who was born to a person (human incarnation) whose soul essence feels that another place other than earth is home for them. It does not mean that the daughter’s soul essence is the same as the parent, although it may be the same.


  • Luna July 18, 2015, 1:51 pm

    I am luna today I was standing and my sister said Luna your shado is blue I turned around and my shado was blue can anyone tell me if I am a indigo

  • kiki September 4, 2015, 4:31 pm

    this is the way i feel all the time, just outta sinc with the world. im in my forties, yet dont have the beautiful house, wonderful friends or career like everyone else, my age. i always feel different, and been told i was depressed, or suffered from anxiety or bi-polar. most times i just dont fit it. i an attune to everything around me, and as im older i feel it more…i can walk into a room and feel, happy, sadness. i can talk to someone and i feel thier helplessness, pain and frustrations. its overwelming

  • Bernie LaFontaine May 15, 2016, 11:33 am

    We are now in an age of awakening. I’ve had dreams I was a different yet same person in another life, possibly in another dimension and time. The dream felt so real I spoke to my spiritual advisor. She said, we as humans are in transition into a another phase of existence. Those of us who are awakened or have been for a while, can sense these vibrations. Do not be alarmed my brothers and sisters. This is a natural phase in the order of things beyond our comprehension.

  • Dee July 12, 2016, 9:26 pm

    Yes I am a Star being, I had a psychic tell me this, and it made total sense. I used to always say living here is like a battle everyday, I knew I had a higher purpose but I do not know what it is, I just always felt I need to do more. I felt I didn’t belong to this society, I cannot take people in large doses, I feel what each person feels going through pain, and it is not fun, it affects me more than normal people because I cannot handle so much pain and suffering and nastiness, I have always been drawn to the stars, I have always been drawn to finding answers to the unexplained whether it be paranormal or extraterrestrial, I have developed my psychic sense and do practice sometimes, I can connect with nature I want to find and know people like me, I want to develop my skills I want to know more.

  • Sarina August 21, 2016, 5:12 am

    I honestly cried. I’m not afraid to admit it.
    I’m thirteen (born in 2002).
    I’ve always felt different to everyone, but people say that these are just normal ‘changes’ that people go through as they grow up. But in a way, it’s a different sort of different. It’s really difficult to explain. And that’s probably why people don’t believe me. They tell me to ‘shut up and stop being an attention seeker’. I’ve also been bullied at school, for being different.
    I feel like I’m a rainbow child. Not just because they have the word rainbow in it. If anything, I prefer darker colours. But the traits of indigo child suit me. The slight temper, determination and stubbornness are three traits that I definitely possess. Yet, on the inside, I fit the crystal child too. I was born with autism, almost went mute, and am an introvert. I feel as though I am stuck in the middle of three.
    I love astronomy. I love the universe, and everything in it. When I look up to it, I feel a strange, longing sense of home. It feels far, but near. This is why I cried (I’m quite sensitive, too.)
    I thought I was the only one. When I came here I felt the sense of home, if that makes any sense. Or some sort of familiar feeling. I can’t explain.
    Please tell me more, or something, or anything that can help me. I don’t want to feel alone.
    P.S. – (This is very random, I apologise in advance.) I always seem to find a series of coincidences around me. For example, I kept finding 10 cent coins every single day for a month. Or I look at a combination of letters and/or numbers that I am drawn to, that later come up exactly as they were. I see patterns in things too. I’m sorry, I know I should stop, but I feel like I want to let everything else. One more thing though.
    I feel like I have another name, one that wasn’t given to me by my parents, but I am very strangely drawn to. It’s not any use typing it, but I’ll do it anyway, in case it’s helpful. The name is ‘Destiny’. It’s almost like a middle name. I don’t know. I should stop now.
    Have a good day/night. 🙂

  • Selina Khan August 22, 2016, 4:36 pm

    Hi Sarina,

    It can be really hard to feel so different than those around us. Yet there are many who feel different. The key is to seek what it is that connects us all, to seek truth and trust your own experiences rather than believing other people’s interpretations of reality. When you connect to the infinite love inside of your and learn to see others as other versions of Self at different points of remembering the Self, then you may find that they way home is through your own heart.


  • Webzy August 28, 2016, 9:24 pm

    I have seen a spirt as a teenager which really scared me because noone else could see it exsept me and i recall seeing a ufo as a child that i believe was coming down to me but i got scared and ran in the house. Im an adult now but i still get scared i might see a spitit. Ive never understood why the world is the way it is and ive been asking myself this question for a long time. Im highly sensitive which can lead to depression, crying at very small things and also fits of rage and anger if provoked. Ive hated myself for the way i am and have felt very suicidal. Im always seen as different. I find most people boaring. And i keep searching for truth but i dont know what it is. I want to change this sick world and help others but dont know how to. I also have a rare blood type rehsus b negative which only a quater of the worlds popuation have. I work for myself as i hate authority. I hate the worlds governments and everything they do thats killing us. I love nature and i love looking up at the stars and night sky. I often feel like someone is watching me when noones around i dont know if its because im so scared i dont see more.

    I want answers but dont know were to find them can you help.

  • Selina Khan August 31, 2016, 11:58 am

    Hi Webzy,

    I have some suggestions for you. When you are that highly sensitive, it helps to have an understanding of your energy system. Learn about your chakras and your aura. Learn and practice opening and closing your chakras, clearing them as well as your aura, and protecting your energy. If you google psychic protection, you’ll find some techniques.

    As for truth, one must decide what is true for oneself. There are many, many theories of why we are here, where we come from, why evil exists. All I know is that love is real and that anything that distracts us from that takes us away from discovering our true self. I believe all the answers lie within and that the journey should focus there. However, each person’s path is unique and what I believe may not be what is your truth.

    When you connect to all of the universe, you’ll find there are beings that are loving and helpful, and those that are not. As we are all one, it doesn’t do any good to hate another. You don’t have to condone or participate in the system around you, but hating it fuels and feeds those who do not resonate in the light.

    Things to think about. I wish you many blessings on your journey.


  • rc12 December 21, 2016, 11:18 am

    arc that’s exactly what gets in my head and rc12 that the name I get when I think about it

  • Megan August 4, 2017, 7:27 am

    Hello Everyone!
    My name is Megan, I am 26 years old.
    All of this started 4 years ago…
    This is just some of my stories, I am just hoping someone can just talk to me and you know let me understand if I have a gift or if I am just absolutely Crazyyyyyy!!!!!!

    So yesterday I was at my friends house and there was a man there… I think he overheard my conversation.
    So about 4 years ago I had one of the worst heartbreaks I ever had, Since then I have suffered from depression and anxiety… but since that time and through all the medications… I still feel like I don’t belong. Since I can remember I was always making people the happiest I could. I hated when anyone was unhappy. Since all my depression.. And the bad thoughts that come with it, I have also started having dreams. The first one was of a kid I went to high school with, Didn’t know really anything about him.In my dream he was just having the time of his life, by himself. He looked at me and said “Tell Kayla and Carter I love them and I am happy” I woke up and just laid there and thought like what?? So I went to his Facebook, not even knowing that he passed away a couple months back. I searched and searched his Facebook for a Kayla. I found her. It was like I was MEANT to tell her, Then since then EVERYTHING started unraveling. I got engaged in 2015 and since then I have met my Grandpa (my moms dad) He passed away about 32 years before I was born. I know everything about him. In my dream he took me to my parents wedding. He showed me their old home. Since then everytime someone Passes away its like they come to me…to pass on a message. It scares me sometimes, but when I met this man yesterday…..He explained it all to me. My Best friends family was there and it was all so confusing to them, BUT made so much sense to me. My brother Actually was put in counseling since he was little because he was convinced he was from another planet, or he was seeing people in our house. I talked to him about this last night and I was completely mind blown. I was telling this man that I am on medication because I do suffer from Anxiety and depression, and when I am not on my Medication its like a HUGE DARK CLOUD comes over me. I never feel myself when that happens. I can think all these sad and evil, and horrible things about hurting myself or someone else BUT WOULD NEVER act upon it. It really does hurt me, so I take my meds. Other than that, anyone I see suffering or talking about depression or suicidal thoughts….I don’t care who they are or where they were from I am always there. Since I was little I felt like no one understood my brother and I and all this stuff just made so much sense to me. I just feel like my grandpa who I have never met I know him better than anyone. Since my first dream I have had about 9-11 different dreams with people sending messages, to other people. I am not going to lie it was REALLY hard for me to even write on here, because I just thought since I was younger I was just always different. I grew up like strictly Catholic, I was the youngest of 3. I am the only girl, and I felt like all the pressure was always on me to be the perfect child. I was AMAZING at every sport and everything I did. My brother that I was talking about earlier in this post, he is the middle child, Since he was born he was special. He was born with a fractured skull. He has always seen people and have always thought since he was super little that he didn’t belong here. When we were little we had, experiences together. I remember sleeping in bunkbeds and the bedroom door would just be shaking and slamming by itself… I was young and I still remember that. ONLY my brother and I remember that. I don’t know what my purpose is, I don’t know if I have any special gifts. Reading all of these posts gave me some hope though, and that My brother and I haven’t been just different all of our lives…I told my mom about this and she really thinks in my past life I was her Dad, Since I started having dreams that HE WASNT IN… I knew things about my mom and her siblings that only her mom and dad would know. Ugh… this is a long shot but I would LOVE if someone could maybe Email me about this because I just learned about all of this and my mind is so boggled..

    Thanks for reading,
    I appreciate all the help!
    && ALL of the love and support from everyone.

  • Sarahlee August 29, 2017, 10:35 pm

    I am an awaken angelic starperson … I know my mission and purpose but this world is so cold and painful…I just want to go home now..but I’m not sure how 🙁

  • Selina Khan September 11, 2017, 12:13 pm

    Hi Sarahlee,

    I understand. When you feel like earth is not your home it can be hard to want to be here. Opening up to taking in more earth energy may actually help you. The earth is quite nurturing and grounding. Also, know that you are here for a time and a purpose. It’s like having to do a project that you don’t like, but you know will be useful and will eventually end. Also know that you are not alone. There are others here who feel similarly to you. It helps to find people to be friends with who understand and may feel the same way. You can support each other when you feel you need it.


  • Elsa September 12, 2017, 8:47 pm

    I have had experience since I was a baby. Always seeking for more and more about my self. Never fit in with my family… my first family always told me I was difrent… my second family (married with children) say the same. I seek for contact and have had it frequently during my youth age, now I’m 52, and started to have beatiful dreams of my home (somewhere in the Universe) Last and more exiting experience was a dream in witch I was in someplace other than Earth and with many light being family around saying goodby and telling me to have a nice journey to learn and expand… I was a being of light and sat at the middle of a object and they strated to chant a melody witch I believe is a 432Hz wave, I started to vanish, and so hard to believe, I remember then why I’m here. and since I’m always happy, due to any problem or live fact. I feel life for me is the way I always had lived, learnning the process and loving the world as it is. I always do meditations to reach my fullness and to be able to contact those who have allowed me to continue with this project.
    Today I decided to enter the network to find my celestial family who is currently living on Earth,

    I have not had the expected success, but I found this blog that offers me a reason to continue exploring the network to at least reach my level of experience.

    Something strange in me, I was born in one country and I live in another, so I speak two languages, but I understand the dialect of the country where I live and other languages without knowing if I want to speak or read it. Many people tell me that I am a kind person and that I put my needs to help others.

    Thanx for this blog.
    Love for all.

  • Selina Khan October 2, 2017, 2:35 pm

    Hi Elsa,

    Bless you for sharing this. Enjoy your dreams of your home. Sharing your experiences helps people who are still trying to understand themselves. Thank you!


  • Roland January 9, 2018, 9:48 am

    Hi .?im a star child and I’m so good at my ability’s that the professors think I’m a witch, what do I do

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